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Take the quiz:
what kind of drug are you? (includes pictures)

cocaine.
you are cocaine. addictive, expensive and confident.

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What Alcoholic drink are you

vodka
You like to party...but you dont know what your limit of drinking is.

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((i *DO* know what my limit is...thats what sad hahaha))

before the internet or aim. before getting high and
smokingweed.before putting off hoursof homework. yeah
way back. im talknig about hide and go seek until
dusk. kickball and dodgeball until your mom called you
indide. hula hoops. running through the sprinkler.
watching double dare, are you afreiad of the dark. the
original all that. who could forget snick?! christmas
morning. your first day of school. bedtime prayers and
goodnight kisses. a million mosquito bites and sticky
fingers. being tired from playing all day. your first
crush. rainy days at school meant HEADS UP 7 UP! when
all getting high was, was getting pushed on a swing.
when toys r us overruled the mall. mistakes were made
by simply calling a do over. catching fireflies could
occupy and entire evening. being old, referred to
anyone over 20. and spinning around, getting dizzy,
and falling down was only cause for giggles. yeah,
remember that?

so i kinda of abandoned this thing again.
uh, nothing is really all that new.
st patricks day was AMAZING!
And we DEFINETELY need to do it again sometime.
still got this little dilemma.
not sure how to handle it / go about avoiding it
cause i just CANT avoid it.


BLAH

Your'e Personalized Profile

You are striving to make favourable impressions all of the time and you are going out of your way to make the impression that you are something special. You are constantly on the watch to see how your friends and neighbours are reacting to your various ploys. But this is so unnecessary because most of the time you are in control of the situation - and you are, in the nicest sense of the word, a 'manipulator' because you use various strategies very cleverly in order to influence and obtain the necessary recognition.

You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.

You are prepared to establish a particular relationship that is being made available to you at this time. It could be a satisfactory liaison but there could be a certain amount of conflict involved -try to avoid direct confrontation at all costs.

The unwanted situation in which you presently find yourself is causing you considerable stress and frustration and your feeling is that whatever you try to do to remedy this is to no avail. You feel trapped. You want to get away from it all as you feel that you are banging your head against a brick wall getting nowhere. You have turned your aggression inwards and you are furious with yourself for not being able to achieve your goals. You need to go away, somewhere where there are less restrictions and where you can be free to make your own decisions.

Overwork - be it mental stress or physical strain, you are completely worn out and this depleted vitality has created an intolerance for any further stimulation. You feel disappointed with your obvious lack of energy and powerless to do anything about it. You are angry with yourself and this frustration shows. You are contradictory and argumentative and feel helpless to change the situation at this time. Take a break - even if it is only for a few days - allow yourself to breath, to unwind - you'll feel much better for it. Then trust and let go. 


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And now it's funny how we find out
Time can solve the mystery
But love is only temporary

Hello Hello
The smile your face is just for show
Inside you're screaming let me go

Hello Hello
Loneliness doesn't make a sound
'Til I head back underground

ive got a lot on my mind again. i hate it sometimes. the thinking gives me a headache.


i have to go to work. maybe i'll update later.






don't forget about us

welcome back depression. you fucking bastard you.

so ive totally neglected this thing for myspace. its sad but ive become addicted to lifesucker, uh i mean, myspace. ive literally found a good 50 people on there that i have not talked to in forever ((my two older cousins among those)). i duno, i guess i enjoy having my life sucked away by a website.

so things in the world of melissa have been interesting lately. i was officially done with college on the 16th of february. i walked out of my externship and took a huge sigh of relief. the most stressful two years of my life were OVER. i'm still debating the whole going back to school thing. i really want to, but i can't exactly afford to. i *want* to get my RN. but i love early childhood. im so torn. *Blah*

things have gone pretty good lately. ive been hanging out with a lot of different people than my normal group of people. its always proved to be good times. jen ((from work)) and i have hung out quite a bit. its fun. we're crazy. lol

uh, things are finally going to start going in a better direction now because some people who shall remain nameless have finally literally made their way out of the picture. i can adjust the correct way now. i like someone else. ((which is *not* new...believe me)) but i just lack the confidence to really ever do anything about it. im such a nerd. haha

my brother was home last week which was awesome. ive missed him. we got pics taken. as soon as i have time i'll post a couple.

um, found out aaron will be coming home from training. thats kinda sad. but i guess things just happen.

well i guess thats it for now. i'll prolly update this more.

~*~Melissa~*~

You're a Speak & Spell!! You nerd, you. Just

because you were disguised as a toy doesn't

mean you weren't educational, you sneaky

bastard.


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YOUR LIFE IS A ïFLASHBACKð, A QUESTION, A PHOTOGRAPH, A STATEMENT, A STORY, A STRUGGLE, A CHANCE TO LAUGH, CAUSE IF YOU DON'T LAUGH - YOU CRY, A LAST CRESCENDO WHEN YOU DIE, SO HIT THE REWIND, LISTEN ², ITS THE PLAYBACK . . . THE SOUNDTRACK TO YOUR LIFE.

I confess that in 2005, I...

Love
( ) stayed single the whole year.
( ) got your first kiss
(x) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
( ) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) fell in love
(xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx) fell in love with a fool
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else's heart
(x) had a stalker *A LIVEJOURNAL STALKER!!!*
( ) had/have a good relationship with someone
(x) fell in like with someone and said nothing
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
( ) kissed someone of the same sex
(x) dated someone you'll never forget
( ) done something you've regretted *I DONT REGRET ANYTHING I DO*
( ) lost your true love
( ) regained your true love
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under miseltoe

Work/School
( ) got a promotion
(x) got a pay raise
(x) changed jobs
( ) lost your job
(x) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
(x) got straight A's
(x) had one teacher you really like
(x) had one teacher you really hated
(x) found the subject you love
(x) failed a class
(xxxxxxxxxxxxx) cut class
(xxxxxxxxxxxxx) skipped school
( ) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
(x) discovered a new talent
( ) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
( ) embarassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got a lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget
(x) got sent to the office

Other
( ) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
( ) double-dipped
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) went to a sleepover *UHH KINDA....I COULDNT EXACTLY DRIVE HOME HAHAHA*
( ) went to camp
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(xxxxxxxxxxxxx) flirted shamelessly *NATURALLY COMPULSIVE FLIRT*
() visited a foreign country
( ) visted a foreign state
( ) cooked a disasterous meal
(x) lost something important to you
(x) got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
(x) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
( ) dyed your hair
( ) came close to losing your life
( ) someone close to you died
(x)went to a party
(xxxxxxxxxxxxxx) drank alcohol
(xxxxxxxxxxxxxx) drank alcohol underage
( ) did (a) drug(s)
(xxxxxxxxxxxxxx) got drunk?
( ) got arrested *HAHA BUT I KNOW PEOPLE THAT DID*
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie

(xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx) saw one of/your favorite band/artist live *MORE THAN ONE MORE THAN ONCE!!!!!
(x) saw someone famous in person *UHH ALL THE FALL OUT BOY GUYS, TRAVIS FROM GCH and WILLIAM FOR TAI!!!!!!!*
( ) did something you want to tell everyone
(x) Enjoyed this year overall